i don’t like being afraid of life, i sometimes wish i could have the lives of other people. the girls that don’t have any problems but how to wear their hair, guys, and homework. why did i have to be the one with a life like this? i sometimes imagine somehow putting a video on facebook for everyone to see, of me killing myself. letting people know how their all tearing my heart out without knowing it. being ignored is the worst of everything. i feel like if i’d do it no one would even realize it. all i do is blend in with the background. i never know what to do
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you would just be giving them what they want to show them u care about what they thhink what u should do is act like they dont even exist act like there the ones died act like ur the best no matter what they say show them u aint them and dont wanna be them
i try, but i still feel the pain on the inside. its so hard
Sabrina_96, I’m not trying to sound rude here, but “the girls that don’t have any problems but how to wear their hair, guys, and homework” usually have a lot bigger issues than that. Trust me, people I know are like that. As for the video on facebook, I know how you feel and I’m sorry you feel that way, but don’t let these people get to you. I’m sure you’re an amazing and strong person. Feel free to email me if you need to.
i know you dont mean to sound rude, but its when people say that too its hurts even more. i dont know why. i guess its because some people imagine me like one of those girls. i would just love to have a perfect life (i think that would make sense, or im just contradicting myself.) stuff in the parentheses might not make sense to you, but i know what i mean, hah.
Don’t worry, I get it. I use to feel the same.
“being ignored is the worst of everything”
I know what you mean by this
I was ignored in my teens like I was a ghost .. a slow, painful death from the inside .. you’re stuck in a spiral of self-depreciation and don’t know how to break free
what I learned is 99% of people won’t come to you unless they think there’s something to gain .. if you need them to acknowledge your existence, you have no choice but to push your shyness, feelings of worthlessness at the back of your mind and make the first step
the pain ran so deep, I used to strongly believe I’d feel this way the rest of my life .. it turns out it wasn’t true .. it doesn’t have to be true for you too
if you have any questions, feel free to ask
i hope it gets better, im glad it worked out for you