Ok he did it. He cracked the surface. I broke down this morning. Walking a long hot walk to the bus stop and my brother wouldn’t listen to me begging him to stop messing with me, touching me and verbally abusing me. So I broke. I know there were people on the other sidewalk watching and I wish they weren’t but I started screaming “LEAVE ME ALONE! STOP DON’T TOUCH ME! I DON’T WANT TO HEAR YOUR VOICE! JUST STOP PLEASE!” and covered my ears and crouched for a moment and started walking home. Of course I turned back around and walked to the bus stop with him but he just got meaner after what happened. I am so sick of his physical and verbal abuse. I have been so patient with him for so long but I can’t take it anymore. I don’t know what to do… I can’t avoid him, especially at night cuz we share a bed and I can’t escape. ow… he just hurt me for saying there was room for him on the bed… I can’t take him anymore today.
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when it goes beyond emotional and verbal abuse, there is a need to contact help. it is phsyical abuse, and there are people willing to help. if he does hit you…call the police immediately. show the mark he left…they will detain him…I know you might love him but you are just valuable and deserve to be safe…
He doesn’t leave marks and he’s too young to call the police on him anyways…. Yes I’m scared of an 11 year old…. It’s mostly verbal but he messes with me (not leaving marks or hurting bad) knowing I will pretty much have a panic attack every time he touches me. I don’t understand it but I panick inside and sometimes it shows, whenever he comes near me. And he knows it so he touches me (hurts a little usually) on purpose just to laugh at me and say mean things when I freak out.
Consider only your feelings, if someone is abusing you crack ’em…literally. Why should you carry someone else’ bullshit? Your peace and contentment is paramount. Look after you…period! People have to look after their own emotional stability and it is your job to look after you own and not your responsibility to make anyone else happy. Pump up your self esteem. Like the name Dawn btw. Take care.
I’m againt violence but he would make me agressive. This wouldn’t be a good thing but hit him hard if your parents don’t do anything about it
There’s clearly something wrong with him. Maybe it is his age, but I think at 11, he should know right from wrong. Do your parents know about this?
I used to try telling them, I mean it happens in front of them but my stepdad laghs at me (big help…. hurts like hell to be laughed at so much) and my mom would just tell me to grow up and get over it.. can’t get anyone to understand. I thought my grandparents were hell and I thought I’d be happy here but because of him, I’ve never wanted to dissapear so bad..
Since there is nothing else you can do, you have to be strong and show him that it doesn’t bother you, because that’s why he does it right? Pretend like you don’t give a crap. If you’re physically bigger than him, push his ass around. Hell, verbally abuse him back if it makes you feel better. You gotta toughen up cause if you don’t, it’s just gonna get worse