i cut really deep annd am now suffering from blood loss…i wish i were in washington not new jersey…theres not many cutters in nj…e-e i dont feel like doing anythig…have i introdused myself properly yet? nope! well here goes:
hi, im lexi, im 13 and as i have covered, i have horrible mental health. i have tried almost everything but im a cowered and cant finish myself off…i cut, burn, scratch, re-open, and all those other self-harm things…i dont stop because it feets good, and i like it. its hard to go a few days without selh harming…i ofteen have suicdal dreams. my voices made me this way. im on too many meds and im on my last week of cymbalta. which, by the way, dosent work at all. i draw animals alot and often make up my own animals. i have a deviant art but im not very active on there. is: toxic-jinxx
as you can see most of my screen names consist of —-jinxx
i love music～♪ i enjoy screamo rock and dubstep. my favorite thing in the whole world is my dog george <3 if he died, i would die. my bff on here is rougeshadow(####) welp i gtg bye…wish me luck on living with my sister for a while -waves- -gone-
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I used to asphyxiate myself. Made me firget cnow i cant remember. Haha oh yeah Hi lexi 😛
And its capital R and S loll. You can just call me Rogue haha. 1281
I am sorry for you. Self-mutilation is by far the worst act that can happen to a soul. The destruction of your own body cells is a serious mental handicap that should be healed.
I believe life must have tough for you. You must have met many petty tyrants and abused verbally and physically for sometime.
Suffering is not going to end if you keep reacting to it. Stop react and align with your true self. Accept what has happened, throw away the past emotions and old thoughts.
Listen to this song
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VNkr86zZaP4
If life is too tough, accept it. Countless people have been destroyed by the evil in the world, and we are lucky yet not to be annihilated. Stop letting external factors to influence your internal soul. Let it untouched, let go of your assumption. Live in the moment.
If this isn’t enough to calm you down, read “A New Earth†which can be downloaded easily from Google.
Wish peace reside in you.