I look at my friends and wonder how they are so strong. So many facing real
problems, issues I couldn’t imagine trying to cope with. Yet they go on and
they survive. Here I am with no real reason why just struggling to hold on. It
makes me feel weak and even more like I am letting everyone down.
I try to
work but I just can’t do it. I haven’t really worked in two weeks. It only
hurts my family more if we struggle financially, and I know that. But when I
log into work I just can’t handle dealing with customers on the phone. It’s
probably one of the worst jobs I could be in for me, customer service, dealing
with angry people all day long. I am looking for something else but hard to
give up the isolation of working from home.
I keep telling myself
to hold on til my next appointment, how sad is that it’s the only thing I have
to look forward too? But it gives me hope I guess, even though nothing seems to
be changing, it still gives me something to hold on to.
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i feel the same we struggle just to service though we don’t no how
the feeling of quilt ever time we do something wrong
i feel that in the end every thing that we try is useless
and we should give up but there is that tiny bit of hope that stops us wanting to end it
one little bit of hope the back of our heads saying don’t give up till the very end..
@xxxchiicrazyxxx
I need to talk to somebody.
Sorry about the way your feeling, but to get alittle off topic here how does one get a customer service job working from home? Please let me know cause i hate my job and its something i would love to do. email: big_security@hotmail.com thanx
A change of jobs may be exactly what you deserve and need.
im all ears..if you need to talk…talk….
im not here to take side to tell you what is wrong or right im hear to share my pain just as much as you….
so please….i will listen to you
@hopelesssoul