I hate being one, and I’m sure you do too. But you know, sometimes it can’t be helped.
I see people struggling to get through life, and I try to help them. I tell them it will get better. I try to give them hope.
But you know, I don’t feel that way. I refuse for people to get close to me because I’m a worthless *****. I’ve given up hope. I don’t think it will ever get better.
Of course, being the hypocrite I am, I will say that all I want to do is die, but I don’t want you to because I see how amazing you are.
To me, and many others, you are beautiful and smart, funny, as well as nice. I know that many love you, and would never wish to lose you.
But me? I am an ugly fat ***** that has no humor. I’m stupid, especially in math, and I can be such a jerk. I can only see my family and ‘friends’ ignore me.
Really, we all hate being hypocrites, but sometimes? It really can’t be helped.