I could disappear right now and no one even care to notice that I was gone. I can be surrounded by tons of people and still feel like I don’t belong anywhere. Everyone seems to so much better off without me. Death seems more inviting then life. I’m not good at expressing my feelings, so I keep everything bottled inside. Half of the time I want to tell someone what I’m feeling, but I’m scared they will think I’m insane so I just keep quiet. I feel like I’m just not here at all. If somehow I have disappeared into the world. Lost. There is no “me†anymore. I am just an obscure ghost trapped in a scrawny skeleton body, looking for a way out.
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ah man…….. that must be the longest bio, i had to read it, and your last 3 sentience hit me, shit.
Never give up, darling!
“Sometimes miracles are more attainable then you know.” – I really hope so, and that’s what I will find out.
I’m going to ignore most of what you say because I get the feeling you simply need a friend or someone to tell you that you are important. I feel limited to say more because of my situation but wish you luck, and hope you keep faith in yourself like you wish for others.
Same for you, sweetie! Smile! You deserve to! I don’t quite know your situation but I hope everything gets better! Keep faith in yourself!
@helplessgirl- That goes for you too, never give up. Hang in there sweetie. And I’m always here if you ever need someone to talk to.
Thank you, darling! If you ever need someone to talk to, I’ll always be here aswell!
Someone will always miss us if we weren’t here, those are just feelings your having. Have you sought out proffessional help or a support group ?
Talk to someone who you trust helplessgirl about the way that you’re feeling. You’ll be surprised. People are generally willing to help if they know that you’re going through a difficult time in your life.
Oh man! that’s pretty sad. But, you know what? You’re saying you can’t express yourself. But, aint it a miracle already that you’re putting forward your private thoughts to a bunch of people you don’t know and,you know, will be anonymous for life? It’s beautiful and you’ve already taken the first step to let yourself out. try a little more..