My biggest Debility–> The Worse word in the WHOLE word

The worse world in the world is ”Disapointment” I just hate it. it makes me feel more useless than i’m. I hate it. I almost broke down to tears today, when she started to tell me that how much she was disapointed of me and a lot of shit. It felt like beeing staped on the back. And I just sat there listening.And the worse thing is that they know it. If that really doesn’t change I’m going to end with the problem. Me.