i have nothing else to live for ..that is what always pop up in my head every time i think about how she walk away from me in an istant,i couldnt even tell she was gone.. i have no one but she at my side always ..in every down moments of my life,in every problems that came..but now that she had left me..i just cant imagine how to go on ..i just cant imagine a life without her .. someone told thats everything gonna be okay,but i answered back ..how is it that you know that.when you dont even know how much pain i have..you don’t even feel single drop of pain in my heart ..i want to escape and the only way i can think about is dying..i hate myself because all i can blame is myself. that i am worthless enough to let go of the girl i have promised to love for eternity..i think there is no such thing like happiness.. because when you feel happy..its always sadness in the end..then why feel happy and hope.. when you know in the end the more happiness and hope you have..the more it will hurts.
i hope when someone read this, im still alive..
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I do not want to tell you anything i wouldn’t want to hear from someone else telling me how to move on when the person I put my everything to is gone for whatever reason that is. I do not feel your pain but I feel enough to write this and you know that there are other people here and in life in general that are in the same situation to a degree.
If you wish to talk I’m here tonight.