This is my story..

So im 14 having these suicidal thoughts when I was 13 i got my mom who dosent care about me at all she ignores me she cheats on my dad having sex with other guys i always had a bad feelings about her. my dad dosent wanna leave her they fight from time to time but i tell me dad she dosent care about me he dosent listens he will rather be with her than his own son. I smoke weed to forget about my problems im not a pothead i just smoke from time to time. i ranaway 1 time it didnt seem to work out . i just feel like no ones cares about me than why should i live i have friends but i cant get out of the house mainly cause of my mom but im stuck in my room all the time i just wish things can change i wanna be stuck in a coma or just sleep and never wake up im tired of this life im tired of living i dont think theres a way to end this…