To nick

I am such a fool to think I thought true love was real. To believe I trusted you with my heart! I left everything for you. I left my home I left my family for you and you repay me by constantly cheating on me and making me feel like everything was my fault like I was the one to blame for you cheating on me. I trusted you many times and kept running back to you like a idiot. I loved you with everything I had I tried to everything I possibly could for you. And I get paid back with this?! I don’t blame myself for any of your action anymore I blame you! Your a douche who I hope one day you deserve. Your such a good manipulator but guess what your lies didn’t fool me I chose not to believe my head. I have never cheated on you and still haven’t. You knew I had no where  to go if I left you. And now I’m contemplating suicide because of that. I am glad we never had kids or even got married for that fact. I don’t think I will ever recover for this thank you very much.