Anywho thats enough bullshit from me

Hello

I have not been here in a long time.

it has been so long i cant remember my last post.

for the last few months i have been happy, i was truly happy. I had everything i ever needed or wanted. All i ever wanted was love again. And reacently i found it in my new wife and her son. they have been my whole world for the last few months. Happiness eternal.

I want to share with you everything i have learned.

I am bipolar, i was diagnosed as a child. I have always dealt with it. I had a loving family. I had everything.

When i was in college, i saw someone very close to me die before my eyes.

Dont look for a reason, don’t look for god, i have spent my life asking why my girlfriend of 7 years killed herself. And i still dont know why. So just try to accept it and move on.

I have been in mental asylums, i lived on the streets. I have been addicted to drugs, I have been Fucked up.

I came through all that shit, i got my life together. I was on the path to happiness, and i found it.

Items mean nothing, when your house is burning down, you dont grab your wallet, you run and find your child and you get them out. because we think  our personal items matter but they really dont, all that matters is the people in your life. the relationships you cultivate are the only thing you really have.

Anywho thats enough bullshit from me.

Last week i was in a car crash, Jen and her son died, i was driving.

I am lost.

Im done.

peace.