I just cant take living with my dad anymore. i thought that by moving with my mom things would get better. but as soon as i think things are blowing over. something els happens. It seems like i jus have nooooo out what so ever. im 15. but i’ve been through so much already. and nooo im not trying to tell you the same”dramatic” sad story. But everytime i get upset the only reasonable out that comes to mind is ending my life. i know that sounds crazy, but i have this thought almost every single day. and they think i want attention & i wont do it. but i will . i’ve already tried, and when it didnt work, nothing can explain how upset i was when i actually woke up. thinking i wouldnt.
Have you tried talking to your dad. He obviously wanted you to live with him more than anything otherwise he could have insisted that you stay with your mom. Few parents want their children to be unhappy. They will put you first. Always.