I have had enuff of this world and all the shit it brings. I’ve had enuff of trying so hard only to be shoved down again! I’ve had enuff of not living just surviving. I’ve had enuff of crying myself to sleep. I’ve had enuff of cutting my arms and legs. I’ve had 15 years of this shit. This is my goodbye to this cruel ass fucked up universe. Deuces. This rope is my exit strategy
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Please read this before you go. So many people will miss whether you know it or not. So many people will cry at your funeral. http://suicideproject.org/2012/07/so-you-want-to-end-your-life-you-think-theres-no-hope-read-this-if-this-doesnt-change-your-perspective-talk-to-me-i-care/
Email me at devinbelver@yahoo.com plz. I’ll listen to you and im here to help
Take a breathe… Don’t do anything right now please. Just give talking a try. What can it hurt? If it doesn’t work, the rope will still be there. What happened to get you to this point?
A combination of things. My boyfriend has been cheating on me for our entire relationship and I just found out. My dad is a fucking dousche bag and didn’t call me on my birthday which was two days ago. I even gave him to two days to remember and nothing. I told my mom I have a problem with cutting and needed help and she just responded that I needed to stop being an attention whore and get over it. At school I’m known as slut, skank, whore, white trash *****, razor chick, psycho, trailor trash, ect. I am miserable and I don’t want to do this anymore
Wow you have a lot on you right now!!!! I’m so sorry!! You don’t deserve any of that…. none of that is your fault. Your right, the universe if FUCKED and this world is cruel. I understand the thought of ending it and being done, I struggle with that EVERY SINGLE DAY!!! What your mom said about cutting being for attention is the stupidest and most common response from people who don’t understand and have never dealt with self harm. It’s not about attention, you are NOT an attention whore!! You are a person who has experienced far too much pain in your short life. It’s not fair, and you are coping in the best way you can!!! Have you cut tonight since all this happened? Are you calming any? Talk to me..
I did cut and I am calming a little
Hey a little is good!!! It’s getting better…. Today you had a HORRIBLE day but it’s over. Tomorrow? yeah it may be bad, it may be horrible but it may be good. It may be the day when everything turns around…you never know. I’m NOT belittling your feelings or your pain and how bad you want to end it because I’ve been there! I’ve listened to all the cliche reasons people give me to stay around and thought they just don’t understand the pain I’m in…. But just think of how upset and angry you were a little bit ago and now you are slowly calming down, slowly things are getting better. I believe you can get through this Kallie
You are right. I know you are but what if tomorrow is just as bad or fucking worse? I can’t handle anymore. I know I can’t. I’m oka now but anything else would kill me. I don’t want to hurt anymore
I think you are stronger than you give yourself credit for. You didn’t think you could make it through today and you just said that you were “oka now”…. you were ready to kill yourself. You were done and you calmed down, talked it out and your okay. YOU MADE IT THROUGH when you thought you couldn’t. Let’s not think about tomorrow right now if thats too much. Focus on right now. For me personally it’s a day by day thing. I focus on one day at a time but sometimes even that’s too much. Minute to minute…hell second to second if that’s what you need. Just keep breathing.
I like minute to minute. I’m not strong though a strong person wouldn’t have let all this turn them into a fucking psycho
Babygirl that’s not true!!! ANYBODY would be upset after the day you have had…that has nothing to do with strength, that’s called being human!!! You have feelings and emotions and you hurt because you are human…. Some shitty circumstances knocked you down yes… you considered not getting back up yes… but your talking and trying to get up… that makes you strong
Thank you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Your very welcome just stating truth. How ya feelin?
Really tired. I have been crying for nearly 6 hours and I feel like shit 🙁
Aw wow I bet you are tired… why not go lay down and see if you can sleep? I will stay online for a while and if you need to talk just let me know. If you are able to sleep I will for sure check on you tomorrow
Oka yea I’m pretty sure I will sleep. Thank you so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Your welcome!! Get some rest!! Talk to you tomorrow! 🙂
Well done Exhausted…:) Zx
Ps, and well done Kallie. Like Exhausted said, you are strong, you can survive this, you just gotta keep breathing (and posting). Love to you Zx