Today my mum phoned telling us that my older brother left home. He just packed up his stuff and left, He has no money, smokes alot, drinks a lot and hangs around with very rough people. It made me realise that he’s not who he used to be, he used to be someone I looked up to, someone I loved and trusted but now…. now he’s not. But the thing is I don’t want him to come back he ruins everything, He hits me for the stupidest things, he gets annoyed at me just because i’m there…If he never existed I probably would have lived a better life.
People are afraid to get close to me because he used to pick on people who hurt me. A lot of people stay away from me because they think im like him, they think i’ll hit them if they hurt me. I hate it I want to have a normal life…but I know i can’t to much has happened to attempt to go back to a average life….
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Well its always hard to let people go, but at least you recognize that its a good thing for you to have him gone. Why can’t you have a normal life, lol and why do you want one normal is so boring 🙂