I am not much of a social person.
Yes normally, I do tend to be on my top guard.
It is only when I think I am in love, then I do tend to loosen up my guard, but just a bit.
I am more of a complexed; frustrated person. I am more of an emotional kind of lover.
I overprotect friends who tends to be in harms way, if not, I still have the habit to.
When I loosen up my guard, I am usually a day dreamer.
I am usually a quiet person who just preplans and happily thinks about her future.
Yes I tend to get over the top at times.
Not big with communicating. but I need to do that more often.
Usually pushed away when that happens tho
And when I usually try, it’s too late
I regret not telling the truth about certain valuable stuff and things so when I am pushed away fully I shut my heart away.
but lately I have just been isolating myself more
My mask… When I don’t want anyone to ask me stupid questions I try to pretend.
Put a smile on my face.
I tend to act weird. A unique, happy; type of person
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Hey there,
Between you and I, I’m very much like this myself. Thing is, Imma guy. Guys shouldn’t be emotional in this socalled society.
Keep dreaming,
Blindaudio
You are more normal than you think except for the isolating aspect.
You sound so much like me.
It’s nice to think there’s someone sort of similar to myself…
If you wanna talk anytime: princess_polly47@hotmail.com
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Keeping others at a distance until comfortable happens often. Sharing oneself gets easier with time/practice.
I know it’s a chalenge, and at times, it may feel pointless, but dreaming keeps the brain alive.
Well, in my own opinion.
If you ever want to talk, feel free.
It’s brl.cents@gmail.com