well last night i lost it and dumped the rest of my pills down my throat…i wish i were like the restof youwhere i could drone on and make some huge intresting explaination about what happened but i cant…i feel like a real ass not expressing my issues because now you guys think i make them up right? Well here goesmy explaination:you dont know how it feels to wake up everyday and be drowned wit annoying bothersome voices and demons who leap onto you and rip your soul out! You dont know how it feels to always long for suicide, to always look down at your wrist and see nothing but cut, scarred skin! It hurts, it rots me, eats away at my motherfucking mind! To be less and less sane, every. Single. Day!! IM DONE WITH THE PAIN!! im the motherfuckin YOUNGEST PERSON ON HERE!!! ITS SAD TO HAVE A 13 YEAR OLD, SUICIDAL, FREAK!!! ITS JUST DEPRESSING, OH YEAH, JUST LIKE ALL THE DIFFERENT PILLS I HAVE TO TAKE, to keeep me OFF websites like this!!! -sigh- okay i think im done now…
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You’re mad young. Make it through high school and grow a little bit before you do anything rash. You’re perspective will change throughout high school when you will find many people are struggling like yourself… Those will be your best friends to help you through the shit. I can’t imagine what it’s like to live with Schizophrenia, you will prevail though.
There are worse places to be than here…I think we had a twelve year old once, or was that you?;)
I’m sad that you are going through so much so young babes. Really sad. Hope you can continue to find an outlet somewhere, preferably in real life. Zx
That was me…-sigh-