Isn’t that what the world is built on? Isn’t that what life is all about? The pain of existing. The suffering we succumb to, day after day.
I’ve been asked why I don’t want children. It’s a simple concept. I’m not a cruel, unjust person. I care too much. I love too much. And I simply will not bring another being into this world, so I can watch them suffer as I suffered. Hurt, as I hurt. I will not bring life into this world and watch it die. Watch it be eaten alive by society. By the media. By the government.
I will not sit back and watch my child; my flesh and blood; be tormented by paranoia. Be devastated by depression. Be ruled by the inescapable loss that we all are consumed by.
No, I will not have children. I will not add to this wasteland that is our world. I will not create another statistic and play the waiting game like everyone else. I already wait for my own life to end. I will not bare to place bets on when my child will finally leave this wretched place.
One of the few things I am proud of is that I did not reproduce. I did not hurt another human being. I did not have someone depend on me, and let them down, as we all do. In that sense, I am a good person. For thinking beyond the cute faces and the happy families. By reading between the lines and seeing what birth really is. A monster, a reaper of innocence. No child is innocent. Life fucks them the moment they take their first breath. A child does not belong in this world. Nothing belongs in this world. No anymore. Not ever.
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That’s pretty much how I feel about the world, everything disgusts me, the type of people in it, their actions and inactions, their shameful sense of morality and yet most people go about their day like the world is flowers and sunshine rather then butterflies and hurricanes. You’re right though, I wouldn’t want a child either, for numerous reasons, but especially to pass on depression and to live in a world where there is far more bad things then good.
i whould have a child only because i want to teach them how not to feed in to media and all that bull our lives are filled with but it i didnt belive it was posssible to teach them a better way then now i whould never have a child i do belive but its wavering everday i watch these campaign commurcial