I love how when you are upset people around you always say “talk to someone. It will help.” so you go to them and begin to pour out your miserable story..and they don;t listen. they re too busy. The don;t care. They just laugh and say you are crazy. You write it down so someone can read it. and they laugh and say woww you are a great writer! And inside your head you are screaming at them…THAT IS ABOUT ME! IM THE CHARECTER!!!!!! THIS IS MY LIFE!!! but on the outside you just say thanks and “effortlessly” flow to another topic of conversation. rbut its not effortless it cuts deep, and leaves scars. You don;t realize how much you are hurt until you are by your self… and sit and cry in the dark. Always considerate, not wanting to be a burden.. the tears fall silently, the sobs are stifled, but your whole body is wracked with pain…
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Yeah there will always be people who treat things like a joke or won’t listen, but there will also always be people who will listen closely and aknowledge the strength it takes to pour your heart out and tell someone how you’re felling. i guess we just got to find those people?
Well you can always talk to us cause we geniunely listen and offer the best words of wisdom we can offer. It’s really helped me and I feel like I’m started to recovery although very slowly but I feel better than I did before I came across this site.
If you ever want to talk, I won’t call you crazy. I understand when people write, sometimes it’s about their heart, I understand.
Feel free to email if you want to, It’s brl.cents@gmail.com
I know how that feels all the time. I’m used to being treated as someone who’s to be passed by. I’m someone people don’t take seriously. Whenever I find someone who’s like that, I find it hard to, at first, talk to them and really get close enough to be friends with them. The last time I had someone like that, who was like me, they ended up switching up and saying I was a waste of time and they were bored. Honestly I’d rather be friends with someone I can’t see. So, hey, you know… If you want to vent, I will seriously listen to you. I consider myself to be like a talking journal. Some people don’t realize it, but I hold a lot of secrets that they hope to god are never revealed to anybody. I don’t reveal things, either. I will try to help the best I can. I mean, I know I’m a voice on a computer and I can’t comfort you in any way other than words, but I can try.
Oh my god. Its do true. I show people all the time, I write it down, AND THEY ALL SAY THAT!!!! It hurts so much. Thank you. Thank you.