I was looking through the family camera when i seen all these photos with my dad and the rest of the family, must have been for his birthday.
But i am not there. I was not invited. When i brought it up with my mum, visibly angry  she just ignored me and told me to shut up.
They all think it’s normal and that i am ‘overreacting’. Wow.
My mum is moving house and she wants me to move in with her and my brother. Fuck that. I would rather be homeless, honestly. This environment is fucked, it’s so damaging. I want out. I need out.
I will not live much longer if i move in there.
UPDATE:
My mum just told me that i seen dad earlier that day and when i left they went back and seen him with the rest of my family. It’s not even that anymore. It’s that when i confronted my family they were like “Whatever” or just ignored me. They dismissed how i felt and believed i was overreacting. A real family would listen to why i was so upset and try to understand what happened.
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Then don’t. There are places where you can go live and it’s for people who need to get out of a bad environment. And they’re not like those institutions where everybody is completely fucked up in some way. One of my friends is doing that, he’s transgender(biologically a girl), and he needs to get away from his unaccepting family. I don’t know if you have to pay for it yourself though. You’ll have to look it up. And I’m sorry I don’t know what the program is called.
Thanks so much for the advice. I will google some local programs in the area but i know there aren’t many and the ones that are around are pretty dodgy. Plus i have no money and no job, so at the moment i feel so stuck. I hope something comes up soon :/
Your friend is so brave, please let him know that 🙂
Hahahaha He already knows. LOL I didn’t even know he was transgender until I heard someone gossiping about it. that was a shock cuz I would’ve never guessed!!! But somehow, we are even better friends than before. hahaha I have to talk about myself for a bit, but I honestly think that I am like a prime example of a good person, in terms of accepting people and how they are. I’m friends with practically ALL of the special ed kids in my high school, and most of my friends are not straight. And the ones that are are really accepting of them. ok so done talking about myself for no reason. 😀
Try as best you can at getting a job, even if just a part time one. Just wander around the area you live in looking to see if anyone is hiring. And even if you don’t see any, apply to ones you think you might like. Never apply to a job you’ll hate, because that will affect your life, and the likelyhood of getting any raises. If you enjoy your job, you will probably have way more good days than bad, all because of that one thing. I wish you good luck, and feel like I’m sending you off on a quest.
Fare thee well!!!!!!!!! lol XD
Hi my name is Sydney( as u can tell ) I do think it is rude about your dads birthday and all……you werent over reacting because i would be really pissed to……maybe should find a nice woman/man, whatever u like, and have your own family if you already dont