lost my mother,my father,my uncle,my car,my dog,my cat, my health, my home, I’m wanted by the sheriff, no one in my family hardly talks to me, I’m thousands of dollars in debt. I can’t have sex, I’m 42 years old. I’m an alcoholic and use drugs, I hate my job, I hate my neighbors, I just want it all to go away!!
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Thats Rough. your strong for still being here, respect
You sound like a true survivor. On the “up side”: Most people don’t reach “enlightenment” until they’re truly at rock bottom. From the sounds of it, the bottom should be in sight. There are many who hit the bottom and come back better than ever. Some people determine success by what kind of car they drive or home they own. I’d rather be broke and 90, than a dead millionaire at 20. You are here, people die everyday, so if you’re still breathing that means you got the smart decisions right. Don’t give up, imagine the triumph you’ll feel, when you can look back at all this and know that you survived it.
I give you a great reward. You seriously went through allthat. You are strong i tell you.