Dear Friends ,
How have you all been ? I , myself , have been feeling quite good although very worried lately. I’ve recently discovered that I also suffer from a bi-polar disorder. Its like I’m excited to see you one minute and the next I hate you and I just don’t want anything to do with you. It’s horrible because I’ve been treating many people with attitude and they all think I’m crazy , stupid and all sorts of things. School is also beginning in like 4 more days which is awful because now I have to deal with everyone. Especially with this bi-polar disorder. How will I cope and not have a relapse ? I don’t wanna begin cutting and have to be very careful of who sees my cuts and how to hide them. All of you are telling me to at least speak to a teacher. I don’t think I can go up to a teacher and just spoil my life problems to anyone because no one would want to deal with them. Ive been managing myself for 2 years. My mother knows about my depression and cuts but hasn’t done anything. Atleast I’m still here.
I didn’t want to write too much and stuff. Please give me advice in the comments below. I’m open to new advice. Thank you to people who read this 🙂 it means a lot.
Love Always ,
Gaby xoxo
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Hi Gaby, Bi Polar / cutting is getting very common these days, you should talk to a teacher or someone about getting proper help, or a help phoneline… There are things available but u must make an effort to persue them… Please do. Good Luck.