Remember how you got a call on the twenty-fifth of the month of may? Yeah, you do? Well how come you don’t give a fuck anymore? You said how, cuttings very bad, you and the school counsler, nurse, principal, social worker, and everyone told me the same thing. Does it seem like I cared? Because I sure as hell know you don’t care anymore. When you found out you accused me of doing it, “to be cool”, hate to tell you “mom” but I was depressed, and needed a way to cope. I had no one to talk to, you were always yelling at me, or making me do shit for you, while everyone did nothing. You favorited every other kid in our house, bought them whatever they wanted, except me and my brother. He’s 18, he didn’t care tho. A day after that call you stopped careing, the girl who got me started cuttings parents were also told by the school. Her parents got her a counsler right away, and depression meds. What did I get? Yelled at. You don’t care anymore. So why shouldn’t I continue my copeing? Maybe this time you’ll be a good parent, and get your fucking daughter help, or at least actually care.
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You deserve better, but anyone who hasnt been there is incapable of understanding in my opinion. If you don’t mind me asking, how did everyone else find out and get involved here? (If you don’t want to say I respect that.)
I was caught by a “friend” and turned into the school for cutting, and attempt of suicide, that’s how everyone got involved.
Oh. It can be amazing how good ‘friends’ you can be with some people. Would you have preferred nobody knowing or would you have wanted the same treatment as the girl who got you started?
CopeingByBlood,
I feel for your situation but cutting is not going to help so stop it! what is done is done. Not everyone has good people skills. Depend on yourself It’s up to you to find another way to cope. Don’t give up because of them and don’t give up on yourself.