so now if i cut..my bf says he’ll hit me….WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!! why does he acts like this…he used to help me stay on a positive path..now cuz of him…im crying now and i cry always…if i wasnt terrified of pissinghim off. id cut myself til i bleed to death…but my mind decides to live in emotional torture… i rather die.
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hahaha what????????And you want that?Your actually stayinq with a person thats qonna hit you,really?Wow I qotta say your a keeper and I don’t mean that In a qood way.Well I quess qet used to beinq your bf’s punchinq baq.That’s If you don’t have the will to leave……..
Sounds like you’re cutting the wrong person 😉
How could he possibly hit you? He’s miles away
When I was a cutter, there was this guy that I was close friends with. I’m sure you know the type; popular, bad boy image but still a pretty nice guy when it came down to it. I had the biggest crush on him. When he found out I was cutting, at first he told me how disappointed he was in me and how he couldn’t understand why I would do this to myself. Then he started asking to see my arms or legs every time he saw me. When he saw a fresh cut, he would slap my inner arms, right over the cuts, real hard and say “Is that what you need to feel better?!” Then one night, there was a particularly bad cut.. very close to my wrist. It scared him, and I could see it in his eyes. He pulled me away from the group, sat me down and we talked. I finally told him everything. The reasons behind it, why I did it, etc.
Somehow, between his slaps on my arms, his anger and disappointment then finally listening to me.. it helped me stop. It’s strange that way.
But! If your boyfriend is actually meaning he will hit you.. meaning, literally abusing you for something that is technically an addiction you are obviously having trouble controlling.. then you need to drop him. He’s toxic, and the things you are going through right now that drive you to cut do not need to be exacerbated by his abuse.
Drop him. Trust me, you may realize that without him the world looks a lot sunnier.
Yeah just tell em to do what justy’s bestfriend did to her haha.It doesn’t sound bad.
ok ok well first like darkwillow said he cant hurt me were miles away but he promised me when he sees me hes ganna hit me…mainly installin fear in me. and damn its working cuz of what he says ive been clean for over a month…
Hannah – that would pretty much be the definition of an unhealthy relationship. Get out of it. LOVE would never harm another. And for him to even imply he could hurt you is very disturbing.
You deserve far better.
Dump his ass.