well basically um, my live is a bag of dog shit. but eh im not the only one. so um this is just me trying to pick up where i left off a few months ago.enjoy i guess.
Day #1
So im pretty confused im a mess and i just can’t handle myself anymore if i stay like this im going to go crazy and just hold it in for the rest of my life and life alone in the dark. Or im going to try and kill myself over and over until i die.
Day#2
So this girl i like asked me to go to the movies with her im really excited and hope i have a lot of fun for once 🙂
Day#3
The movie was boring and Tayler the girl who invited me sat by some other guy. But after the movie we hung out for awhile and ran across the street a couple times then her mom took me home.
Day#4
walked to 711 with Tayler and a few friends we shared an arizona and sat on a bench in the park and talked it was a good day im not as sad all the time anymore and i told Tayler  about my depression and how i cut. Turns out she does to which wasn’t what i expected but im really happy i went to the movies she is really nice.
so it went on like this for a while we had fun shared some laughs and i thought i loved her man im so stupid. i’ll work on the rest right after i post this one