I feel worthless, pathetic; like a waste of space. I have nothing to offer this world. I’m a piece of shit. I can’t get a job, can’t get into college, I can’t drive, and I live in a house where my mother can’t afford to feed us. We have no food. Maybe a slice of bologna, but where will that get us? I feel terrible for not helping out. If I were dead, she would have one less mouth to feed. If I were dead, I wouldn’t have to suffer through all of this, through all of the emotions that run through my head. I want this to be over already. Everything. I want to die so badly. I’m useless.