Well, after contemplating for a couple hours, I finally decided to post something. The main reason is because I mean who the hell wants to listen to some teenager going on about how depressed he is when there is no reason as to why he would be? I have a roof to sleep under and food to eat every night. I don’t get bullied. I don’t hate myself or think I’m ugly or stupid. I have no good reason to want to die. Â But yet there’s something inside me that is tearing me apart. I have no emotions any more. I just want to die. Death to me seems like I would find peace and happiness. I’ll shut up now and go whine somewhere else. Just figured that someone might save me..
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You know, I’m normally the last person to recommend professional advice, but you might have a chemical imbalance causing major depressive episodes. I don’t know what your financial means are, but you might want to get checked out by a doctor. It’d be a shame if you were to do anything hasty because of something beyond your control.
Yes…i would say not only do i not hate myself, i’m pretty successful…but there’s nothing that makes me want to live. Even though I’m having all these “goods,” it only serves as chains. I’m trapped, and death seems like it’s the only way to free myself from all these chains…even if my religion tells me that suicide means hell
Nothing anyone posts on here is a worthless rant. I think feelings have great value. Teenagers, I believe are the most important agegroup. Kindve depresses me that I wont be a teenager next year. What’s tearing you apart? Do you have lots of friends? A girlfriend? A goal?
I actually just got out of a mental hospital that was five hours away that I stayed at for 23 days because the therapist was afraid I was going to kill myself. I eventually lied and told them I was no longer suicidal so I could come home. They put me on Prozac, Zyprexa, and Welbutrin while I was there and that has still not made a difference.
Trinkets and baubles cannot fill the void in our hearts, our souls