Fooling everyone, telling them she’s having fun.
I really need one of those rooms they put the crazy people in when theyre not allowed to hurt themself. With those cushions on the wall.
I need to stop banging my head to the wall.
I wsh I knew how to act like a normal person.
Maybe I shouldnt wait till D-day. What is stopping me now? Nothing. No one. Â I have no reason to not do it today. I have no reason to never do it. I have no reason to stay.
I wish I had a reason.