7 days…
i haven’t reached for my blade, not even once.
today, that’s all I been thinking about. :/
i just wanna feel it on my arm, it’s soothing to me.
what should I do?…
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Go for a jog, listen to music, call a friend, squeeze an ice cube, rescue a turtle crossing the road, think of the scars that will be with you forever.
I have absolutely no energy. I tried to call my friend and she didn’t answer…why must I feel like this:( I have been trying so hard to be better. FML.
Vent your pain and sadness to us we’re here to listen,
what should I do?… Go se a Dotor.
I feel like a nobody. I tried to hangout with my friends last night, and I felt so alone! I tried opening up to my family, and I got shut down. My dad blames me for his drug problems and reminds me everyday that I’m a fuck up. I wish I didn’t care, I wish I could be strong…I just want to be accepted for who I am. </3
Donnie, what’s wrong? :/
Your dad is a arshool.
You’re much stronger than you think, it’s just that the world takes an unbelievable amount of strength to exist in. You’ve made it for 7 days, keep going. It may help to set a goal. For instance, try to go one month without cutting.
Yah, I guess he is. I HATE MY LIFE. Scar504, I will try….
I have been fantasizing about one extremely long deep gash extending the whole of my left arm. I’ve yet to do it… maybe both of us should wait.
Maybe we should. It’s weird, like I feel like I’m having a staring contest with my blade.
Nobodyy We got one life. Understand that. Ok. Your life suck’s.? Why. I would try to help you.
….I don’t even know anymore
Knoe one thing. Life can be hard some time’s. D.
Yah, maybe too hard..
So what you going to do.? & age. No bullshit. Just want to knoe.
Idk what I’m gonna do, and I’m 17, a girl obviously, and I’m a senior in high school.
Yoo yung honey. 14 to 17 is hard. 14 to 21 was shit for me. Have you anyone you can talk to. & not friend’s.? A DR or a C.
I have trust issues, I can’t talk to a DR :/ I, alone, and I feel alone. (How old are you btw?)
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Gotcha. Well I’m almost at a point in my life where I just wanna give up.
I’m sayin wait it out. 20’s are better. And allso kind of hard but not in the same way. Get’s better.
Well I hope so… :/ I’m just tired of being alone.
You will find a group. & like a lover or or 3.
No..I give up on guys and love. Fuck it.
Then just go with your group. 20’s you will make some good friend’s.
I’ll be 18 in November, but wait til my 20s? 2 years is a hell long time…I don’t know ow I’m gonna make it.
#wishingsuicidewasntscary
2 year’s..? Wait.
It will get better.
Okay, I’ll try. No promises.
word.
So what’s your story?…if you don’t mind me asking,
Yes donnie what’s your story?
A story. J.
So your not gonna share?
Good story.
ESPN. Four minutes from now, Wasington at Oregon. Oh yeah, it’s on!
You should write that down and publish your life story. I’d read it.
^yahhh.
Hi Scar504 and yes Donnie, I would but it. Hell maybe I could even illustrate it.
I posted an entry just yesterday on the topic of acceptance. You should read it. There were also many responses to the post and an assortment of views. As much as I hate to admit it, the people on this site had some pretty good responses, even if I didn’t agree with all of them. (Please don’t mention that last part to “Scar504” or “Donnie”, or I’ll never hear the end of it.) I definitely understand where you’re coming from and I agree with Donnie about your dad. Hang in there and know that if you become lost, we are all here to listen and offer advise. We’re also here to listen if you just feel like ranting. It makes me feel less alone to know that others are facing and enduring problems (some much worse than my own). It gives me solace and courage. I hope our replies offer you some sort of comfort as well.
Hello jael, aren’t you glad you stuck around now that you can illustrate donnies’ one sentence biography? You should post some sketches; people here seem to really like silly uplifting things like that.
I don’t mind opposing views Nolent; life wouldn’t be very interesting if everyone agreed with one another about everything.
Scar504 did you read about the one I’m working on now? I have started on a sketch of me in the hotel that night. I’m trying to get the image onto paper. I want to post that first.
Sounds intense; i wish i could draw.
I told darko that I cannot get the face right so I had to draw from an angle. My hand gripping the chair, the gun in my hand. Looks creepier than I felt being in the moment. I hope you guys like it.
Take a really long hot shower and exfoliate all of your skin on your legs and arms. Even if your a guy. You’ll feel really nice and calm afterwards. Then go in your room, wrap yourself in blankets, and listen to this guy:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=klIFJFHPNk4:D
sorry hadn’t read the comments sayin your a girl
geh. first comment is under moderation. damn
Who, me?
Get rid of the blade. I know it’s hard and you feel so lost without it but you don’t need it.
Swim in cold river. How does that sound?
Pain from freezing is strong and you won’t have marks plus you will get some health benefits and no injuries or side effects.
But of course you are gonna ignore my advice and keep doing whatever stupid shit that you do.
Quiet, I did…I threw it away, and not in my house. It’s weird to not have it….
Surfer202, a cold cold shower work? I’m it really by a river…