Today marks one year since my dad passed..
its crazy even thinking about it bcuz it feels like it was just yesterday. I will never forget seeing him in his casket at his funeral. That had to be the hardest thing to ever witness or even deal with, but I did it & i’m so proud of myself.
i’ve gotten through so much shit this year ! i’ve accomplished so much, yet made so many mistakes. i’ve messed up so bad at times, but I tried to make him proud the best way I could.
Daddy, i’m so sorry for everything i’ve done, all the mistakes ive made & the people ive hurt. but, i’ve made up for it. When you died last year, I lost it& dealt with it in such a negative way which sucks. but now I look back and I know im better than that. I’ve become such a different person, a much wiser, more mature woman. I’ve blossomed into something amazing I believe. Â I want you to know that i think about you everyday daddy. I strive to make you proud. I though you were so strong, you’d make it through whatever, it”s so hard to accept the fact you’re gone forever <3
i remember being a little girl & youalways waking me up in the morning for school. you’d pick me up out of my bunkbed and carry me downstairs. you’d put me on the heater since i was freezing in the mornings.
No matter what, youll always be my daddy. daddys little girl
i love you so much & i’ll see you at the gates of heaven someday. Rest easy & always look down on me. thanks for everything, i love you <3333
RWG ; 3.25.66 – 10.29.11 </3
4 comments
love.
thanks !!
you have made it to a beautiful place, and you will make it to even higher ground. your strength is sunlight.
it is evident you have worked incredibly hard this year,
and have no doubt made your Father proud.
thank you for sharing.
thanks so much i appreciate it!
it was probably the hardest year, but i definetly pulled through & became so much stronger!
thanks again!