Silent voice

Is there anybody out there? a question I’ve been asking since I was 4 years old, I see shadows of what looks like people, I hear voices of what sounds like people and yet I see, I hear no one……no one to see me, no one to hear me, no one to feel me, I am today, a living ghost, a lost spirit and a soul in torment, my beautiful heart, shattered as pain runs through my veins 🙁 I can not live without my life, I can not live without my soul and yet…..I breathe, existing in my own private hell, in my abyss of absolute loneliness, loved by no one…… wanted by no one, my life had no meaning or purpose to carry on, to even exist……is there an afterlife?………..is there ANYBODY out there?……..as a single tear runs down my cheek, I whisper……………………”hello” 🙁