tired…

You know, as brief this is, I relate very well to your post. It’s not shallow. You fit into a mold that others seem to like and expect of others and then you feel guilty for not appreciating it as they do, for so many others don’t even have what you have. But it is the sentimental aspect that’s lacking, for meaning comes but it relative in it’s nature. So no worries, mate. Will you eventually find that meaning or that purpose? Who knows. But it’s very likely that you will in time. It’ll only happen slowly and after you’ve completely recogonized the emptiness of others’ charades.