In the past few months I have suffered anxiety attacks,
self injured for the first time in almost a decade
broken up with the one i love,
lost my home,
moved in with my mother.
Things then looked like they were taking an up, my persistence was paying off,
I finally got a job after so long searching,
I got a new apartment, just for me
I was working things out with my beloved.
A week ago, that flame flickered out, In the space of 12 hours I broke up with my partner
the next morning when I awoke, I was having a miscarriage.
I’m crushed.
I’m done.
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I am sorry about your miscarriage :(. I don’t know if this might help, but I’ve known of lots of women that have also been crushed by that same event at one time or another, who are now living happily among the company of their new kids.
12 hours is not long enough to say your relationship is over. Be patient. I know it’s a lot to ask, but time can bring surprises.
You were very strong to get back on your feel a few months ago. I haven’t been able to recover from my loses the way you have so I’m sure soon you’ll find a way out of the overwhelming feeling that is driving you to believe that you are “done”.