i dont know how to say goodybye. i dont know how to leave this cruel world. i drown in misery everyday of my life. maybe its laziness. i dont know what is wrong with me. i cannot get up in the mornings to attend school. im failing all my classes because i miss soo much. my ex boyfriend has a new girlfriend and it kills me everyday to see them. my mom has been gone for about three years out who knows where with another man. i feel so empty and im not happy. i dont remember what it feels like to even be happy. what do i do? how do i leave? this is the only way out. i cant live on like this. many people say life is tough but i’m not strong enough to survive in this world. i want to let go know so i dont feel anymore pain or tears running down my cheeks. please. nobody understands. my friends dont understand why i never go to school. their rude to me about it. i cant tell anyone i wanna die or they will think im crazy. i need help. please someone how do i let go?
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I know how you feel. I know, that has been said so many times, but it’s true. I feel cold and empty myself. And believe me, its okay to cry. Crying never means you are weak, it means you have been strong too long. Dying is not the answer. There has to be one time that you smiled. Remeber that. Don’t live for others, live for you, live for the time where you can smile and be happy again. Its hard, I know, but please, just keep trying. There is nothing wrong with you, nothing. Everyone needs someone to talk to, someone who’s been there.
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