I’ve lived enough.

I’ve experienced all I need to now, I’ve loved, I’ve smiled, cryed and been torn apart. I’m ready to move on to the afterlife now, whats the point. I have no ambition or drive, or any passions, other then just being with a beautiful guy, but that will never happen, nobody cares for me or my tragic tale and says its a load of bullshit. Everyone these days are WAY WAY WAY WAY too different and freaky and it cause for way too many disagreements and incompatabilities! This world is officially FUCKED and I want out, now!! VERY soon, I will be heading to the water, maybe I’ll become an angel and help others, or a water ghost full of sorrow and destroy anyone who goes near water! FUCK THIS NOW!!! All I wanted was one boy, and in this world, if its that hard, there is no hope… Anyone in Sarnia reads this, maybe fate will have me, I just wanted a boy…. Farewell world. 🙁