Missing someone

It’s really hard to have someone come into your life and mean so much and then walk straight out. To go through so much with them and have so many memories. To hear a song and automatically connect it with them.To have dream after dream about them being reunited with you and wanting you back and admitting how empty you feel without them.

That’s how I feel everyday, without him i feel so lost and lonely. It feels like a big rock is sitting at the bottom of my stomach and it swings around and hits my insides to have this pain reverberate through out my body. Is it unhealthy to be so emotionally attached to someone like this?

But the worst part is, feeling all this pain and misery and having the thought that they are going through their lives fine. They don’t miss you, they don’t care. That’s what is terrifying, when you know you’re meant to be with them but what if they don’t miss you.

I think you do miss me, if only you would tell me.