It’s like all I see is black and white, there is no color left in my life. There is so much I want to do but I just can’t seem to find the motivation to even take a show. The only thing that keeps me here the fact that I have a beautiful 6 yr old son who I love and adore dearly. He’s my life line but I feel I’m ripping him off cause all I want to do is sleep.
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I’m not sure how this site works and feel I’m just talking to myself. Is there anyone out there?
I know how you feel, i used to be depressed so took medication, now i’m just numb! I’d love to be depressed again just to feel something!
I’m not a dad but if i was i would do anything for my child, I don’t know how to make you better cause i’m not a doctor or anything but when i got so bad i spent two weeks in bed my friends ended up dragging me out of it! and even just being outside helped so just try to force yourself to do something different maybe, if you can. It will help or should help at least.
Getting out in the real world doesn’t help. I know that for a fact, it just makes me more miserable . I am on a lot of meds right now and I still feel so worthless.
The meds never help i find, they just make you ‘numb’ i suppose we just have to become happy being numb!
Happy being numb…..hmmmm. Is that what life is about? Settling?