I feel like my life has no direction and that I’m going to amount to nothing. No one in my life knows how unhappy I am. They don’t know that I cut. They don’t know that I think about stepping off the curb when we’re waiting for the light to change. They don’t know that I have no idea what I want to do with my life.
They already have all these plans. Doctor, environmentalist, musician, journalist. I don’t know what I want, and it terrifies me that time is passing so quickly.
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I understand what you feel. I do have plans, but I’m afraid because I’m very useless and I ruin everything. I’m afraid of having a bad ending. There’s so many bad possibilities for me but just a little of good possibilities.
Your life do have a direction, you just have to find it. Trust me, I think is not possible that you have a life more vain than mine. Trust me, my plans are very depressing.
Only one person knows everything about me, and other than that no one has a clue on who I really am, what my mind really goes through, or that I cut/have cut
Time goes by way to quick, it’s scary to see how fast we all grow up, it feels like just yesterday I was starting my first year of high school and now I’ll be off to university in September, I know it might be hard to find out what you want to do with your life, but make sure to do what you want to and not what someone else wants you to do. Good luck finding your future
Few things drop me so low so fast as hearing other’s goals or plans or accomplishments. Being directionless in an increasingly fast-paced world is daunting and defeating. You feel like you’ve lost the human race before you even knew to start.on the other hand, many more opportunities exist todayto bmake your own life. Of course, it’s easier said than done, and depression makes everyday life twice as hard.