When the World pushes you to the Sun.

So, you’re lonely and feel worthless. What does that tell you? That all you can see is the negatives about yourself. Every single person in the world has something good about them. God made you for a reason. For example, at my school, there are the ‘losers’, the people who get bullied and struck down. There is a kid at my school who has a medical condition and people would probably call him ‘a loser’. But how can they call him that when he’s the nicest person you’ll ever meet. And the kid is so strong and is always happy even if he does have a medical condition and has to spend most of his life in hospital. I guess, i can ALWAYS see the positives in people like that, it’s hard to see the negatives. Guys, i can’t say this for me, cause well I am worthless, but you are all special and you all have a positive about you.If i met any of you, and got to know you, i could say at least one positive about you. That shows you something 🙂

When you’re feeling anxioius, scared, sad, angry, lonely and all you want to do is cry- watch something funny if you can. Or just cry it out, cry till you’re dry :)  If you want to self-harm, distract yourself with something or use methods like flinging a rubberband at your wrist or holding ice in your hand or something. When the worst of times come, the times you can’t escape, just think of when that moment is over. It doesn’t always help but i’m not sure what else is there to do. But guys, when the world pushes you to the sun, push back, with all your might. The fight is worth it. If you’re feeling like you want to committ suicide and then do end up doing it, the people who you ever knew will miss you. The memories of you, the laughs, the cries. I guess if i committed suicide (which i oneday will no matter what), i hate to not doubt it, but a few people will miss me, my family anyway. It’d be a big shock to them. I guess, suicide is selfish guys. The word ‘suicide’ has the most letter of I’s. I mean sure you want to escape life but think about the GOOD things about life. Move on- draw, sing,  play a sport, become your DREAM. Be inspired. The chance is there, you only have one chance at life, LIVE IT. I’m not very good at advice and helping people, but i tried. I hope you all know there is something in the world waiting for you. Be free :).

Gumpy