Am I the only one that really believes I’m a walking accident?
I mean…. I’ve lost/annoyed everyone I know and I’m to much of a freak to meet new people. Most of the time everyone annoys me, and I dont mean a small aggitation, I’m on wanting to duct tape poeople up and leave them tape to the wall…. And yeah, that’s not normal.
I’m currently fighting with my ‘best friend’. We used to be so close and now I do t even know what book she’s reading! We became friends because the group of people we hung around will all turned avainst us and we literally had no one. So we went to eachother, even though we orriginally hated eachothers guts. But now we are.. Shall I call it friends? With some of the girls we orginally fell out with and with the fact she seems more occupied with her mums ex-boyfriend we hardly ever speak.
She was the only person I really trusted ad the past few months have been living hell! I don’t know how I manage to make everyone wasn’t to leave me in a ditch with a pack it wild dogs, but yeah it seems I manage it quite easily.
I don’t see the point in staying alive, I just want to die. But knowing my luck I’d fail at it, or get caught halfway through. Let alone screw my family up if u succeed or not. I just want to run away and cone back 2years later, that way I could see what would happen if I left. They probarlly wouldn’t even notice, or they’d tell me to go back into the wood or something….. Yeah, I’ll shut up now