(Sorry 4 my english i’m chilean) Why is always my fault? The answer from my parents always is “all these problems are your fault” really? Because all the problems starts 3 months ago when i played truant and i admit i play with my parents trust but they took off everything, i can’t go out, i can’t use my 10 ear rings and they say that ALL my friends are bad people and influence… I was desperate i was always wrong and always in a fight with them.. And i cut my veins by the first time e 3 months ago. Now only 3 people know about i cut my veins, with my friends i’m happy but in my house no.
My sister is a free problem to me, and my ex is jackass who only ruin a strong friendship… Sometimes i’m smiling and someone tell me something and i fall in depression by nothing. One day i do a hungry protest but “hide” and a friend noticed that and i have to eat again.
The most funny of this is that i was a happy girl.. Now just sometimes and i just hoping to end this week and my summer vacations will start and maybe i cut myself less or the troubles get away from me… But now i want to cry a ocean, i want someone to know my problems beacause my family forgot that part. I’m just a stranger that they know a lot…