leap and the net will appear :)

k that panicky feeling is back in my chest. Why? cuz i don’t feel like the energy and effort I have put into the weeks sessions is going to land me a job any time soon!!
I feel like my efforts are not good enough, I didn’t put enough considered thought into my words and what I wanted to convey and it will show in no one biting my hook for work.
I also need to move and am looking at a more expensive place which happens to be a better place, in an area I prefer to be living in, and a bit more expensive but I can give up the little extras that I have been used to like the once a week coffee which is all fat anyhow, the movies on cheepy nights, the other stuff that I really don’t need and cut down to the basics such as eggs and fruit to eat … and I will be happier? I am taking a leap of faith..leap and the net will appear… hopefully… leap and the net will appear….it will it will it will it will it will appear..it will appear…have faith.