How do I write a letter to a teacher without sounding like I am suicidal (which I am). How do I tell her about my life in one page so that she can get to know me? Why is god shitting on my life!?!? I have no idea what to do this time. I have no idea waht to do most of the time. I need someone but teachers don’t have the best track record. Because verytime I tell a teacher something in confidence it somehow gets back to my mother! Why am I even writing this? I am just falling apart, my life is falling apart!
Sorry I just ranted a bit…
I’m just so lost…
My meds aren’t helping anymore, and neither are the pills…
The razor is all that keeps me going lately….
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Alayna..! You have our attention. Put the blade down and solwly step away from that stall.
You need a licensed clinical social worker, and possibly a raise in dosage. I would also suggest a regularly scheduled group activity like Tai Chi, just sayin’…
Please dont add physical scars to the ones in your huge heart. <3
If you want to vent, I invite you to the SP Chatroom. The link is on the right side of the home page. You wont beleive how many others actually know what youre going through. Peace.
Don’t worry about the letter that much. Talk about your hobbies. Talk about what you like to do. Talk about what you liked as a kid. It’s pretty easy if you put your mind to it 🙂
But yeah, the blade isn’t a good coping mechanism. Believe me, I’ve tried it and I found there are MUCH better ways to cope 🙂
i agree with Sinine and i don’t spill my guts to just anybody i would have to trust them.
OH I do that too I just meant how I am supposed to explain why I like the things i do and stuff like that without telling her everything…
So write why you like those things. Liking those things doesn’t necessarily mean you have to mention suicide. 🙂
Yah I guess I am not explaining the assignment very well thanks for trying to help though
hey ! i live the same thing … just write it and probably your teacher will not see … just tell the truth and if he/she unterstands in wath you tell it because he/she has to …idk if you understand …
Maybe you can post it to someone here to get a second perspective on how you come across?