Okay so lately i have been a real dumbass getting myself a lot of stupid things & i might do ecstasy pills this week &; i might also do weed brownies:/ i have never ever done drugs but i feel my old depressed &; suicidal self is coming back & i dont want to cut anymore but it seems like im turning myself to drugs :c i dont know what the hell to do cause i truly dont have no one who truly understands what im going through. I feel like if i done drugs i will be happy again & i wont have to fake my smiles.Its just so damn hard to live this life :/ people might think im stupid for doing that but hell they dont know my story they dont know what i have been through
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please don’t do exctacy that’s a very bad drug plus you never know what your getting. please from experience don’t do it…..weed, smoke until your stupi
I would do them both, alone and try to have a creative outlet like art.
I trust myself but I don’t trust strangers who handle drugs.
Observe the ones you get it from closely and if it does not feel good let it pass, there will be other dealers.