I don’t know what to do anymore. I came to the internet because I couldn’t cope with real life anymore so I hid myself away in my room and stayed on my laptop 24/7. But, now, I think everyone probably hates me.
I have 4 friends in real life, two of whom follow me on Twitter, which I have now deactivated. One friend is friends with many of my internet friends and she has been telling them that the majority of my tweets are lies.
According to her, I haven’t ever self harmed. I haven’t ever considered nor attempted suicide. Nobody wrote horrid things about me on the walls in PE, despite my teacher and many people – too many in my opinion – being able to verify it.
I don’t have anyone left in my life to turn to. I really don’t know what to do. I’ve lost my only safe haven because now everybody thinks I’m a liar and I have no way to convince them otherwise because they have been friends with her for longer. I’ve pretty much deleted myself from the internet. I have nothing left.
I don’t want to be here anymore. I don’t know what to do. All I can do now is lie in my room and cry over what I could have had if it hadn’t been for a girl whom I thought was my best friend.
Just kill me.
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Well the thing is that you don’t need their approval or acceptance.. if they are being immature enough not to take someone serious when it comes to this, then obviously they are not needed in your life. Go to your school councelor.. ask if there’s an intervention specialist there.. they’re more like the schools psychologist.. that person is the one you need to guide you through this. If I was you, I would put up with school n forget those people bc they’re not true friends and I would focus on fixing myself.. which is exactly what I’m going through. You’ll be ok without them.. as I am. Just worry about helping yourself.
I can’t talk to anyone though. Every time I try, I end up crying in the corner. I don’t know what to do anymore. I don’t think we even have a school counselor.
They were my only friends though. Without them, I don’t know what to do.
walkawayimbarelybreathing,
YOU HAVEN’T LOST EVERTBODY YOU STILL HAVE US!
Thank you so much. I’ve never been on this website before but I already feel accepted. Thank you <3