I don’t feel like committing suicide. I’m a Born again Christian. But I am feeling overwhelmed. And I have a lot of anger in me for some reason. I pray I don’t hinder anyone by what I am about to write.
People say to reach out when you are feeling down, but most people are to busy or don’t understand I think.
People may think that pointing the finger, and telling you what you are doing wrong is helpful, in this state of mind it’s not. A hug or a high five on what your doing right is helpful.
Anti depressants or the magic pill as i call it, don’t fix you..circumstance of life…too many negative things happening at once. A pill doesn’t change that.
Jesus loves us…I feel that love and there is nothing that compares in this world. But I don’t want to deal with this world anymore, I am not saying I want to die. It’s just that I feel like becoming a hermit.
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I’m sorry to hear meds didn’t work for you. They saved my life . I know what it’s like to dwell in depression and force to live. It’s actually hell. Maybe there are other meds you can try? It took years for me to find the right concoction, but life is livable now.
hey, i just joined this site and was about to post a paragraph of pretty much the exact same thing. i know what you mean about being weary with the world and wanting to just shut yourself away, but as a Christian i struggle to think that would be acceptable to God. maybe we should talk and see if we can help each other?
Umm so bible doesnt say almost anything about suicide, certainly not that it is sin or that you go to hell. Its just the church, especially Catholic that say so.
bleakblackpurple: hugs!
suicide is a sin because it is throwing God’s plan for your life back in his face, while not explicitly stated as sin it is certainly portrayed as so in the Bible- not demeaning those who have committed suicide, just explaining where that belief comes from 🙂
Disillusioned,
Ah~let me correct myself. God doesn’t say anything about it. And I guess you can read the bible differently. Like in life, to see who says what. Is it the people who say what they think is right. Or is it really right. Still it doesn’t say anything about consequences either. And nothing of sin unless you read it there. Nevermind. Im not religious.
I just wanted to say that people do far more worse things than commit a suicide. I don’t personally believe in afterlife so I think if this life is more than you can take and hellish why take it. Sometimes suicide is good. Sad. Always. But that was my opinion. And I dont want to argue with personal beliefs. Everyone has right to own opinions.
Anyways,
Welcome to this site, I hope you find the answers to question that are troubling you, take care
Saph
Sorry if I might have sounded rude. Not my intention.
And bleakblackpurple,
It’s difficult feeling. Like in Feel by Robbie Williams. “I dont want to die but I’m not keen on living either” I don’t know what exactly to say. Stay and try to refind joyful things. But it’s always easier said…I wish the sun would rise again and stuff.
Hugs again,
Saph