school is going to start, it’s going to be a sudden change of pace… reading, always reading… so many people… memorizing stuff… I may not have to post anymore… it’s interesting to have gone through this in this way… i’ll be back but who am I?
I’m sore from trying, I’d rather be sore from doing… my head hurts on and off… 2 more days until a new year… will I be able to do it? will I finally make it? I tell myself I’m strong enough… I do… I believe I’m ready to do this… Time is crawling…still I wonder, am I worth making this memorable again?
Did i say that i was suicidal over rage? that’s embarrassing to admit, I failed myself, beyond reason… trusting in someone…
After I threw everything away I’ve managed to save over the years, I felt like I could finally commit…
But, I held onto little things, still grasping at a moment of hope… for love… still, I want to love.