It’s been a rough couple of days… I’m sorry for all who are suffering I fight with this pressure in my head even as I’m trying to put it all behind me… I did manage to find some help… I’m glad i held on long enough… I will be more careful to not drain myself providing for another who is incapable of providing in return… It’s a rough lesson to learn when its family member or a loved one… I need time away from them and now that I’ve had some help I’ll be okay…
9:43pm
Sitting here remaining positive that I won’t allow that to happen again… Thanks to finding the courage to reach out for help… if your going to ask, ask the right person.
1:01am
I’m physically sore from the pain and depression i’ve had in the past few days… the pressure in my head comes and goes, my neck is sore, my back is sore, my sides,  and stomach hurt… I’ve eaten a little and I hope i can sleep a little better tonight…  when i’m trying to recover from extreme motivation I begin to wish i’d made less mistakes and I wouldn’t have tried to live so fast and crazy…
2:27am
I’m not comfortable about returning to school… yeah… I’m hoping a hoodie will be acceptable…