2 years ago I was touchd by my unkle and my dad left me when I was 2 weeks old my gramy is on druggs and my great grama is going crazzy by being Alon and my sister and my mom fight every day I never got to live in a real house before always appartmenst I have only 1 sister and she Bates me so much she always says it she just said it like 3 minutes ago she says she wishes I would die I get picd on at school well I use to just because I got held back my mom is on the hevy side so she is always to tired to do stuff and my mom prity much shund my family away from us because they are white trash my sister says me n her will never be close I had a tharipis but it didn’t do crape and I’m only 14 I have awhile I just cant take it much longer my sister is 17 but she not moving out till 19-20 :'( I have crapy friends who only care about them self’s I just cant take it
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Its a drag that had to happen to you but it’s not your fault, and me and my brothers and sisters fight all the time(one older brother and one younger sister) and as the years went the fights turned into fights about serious things like money(my brother), drug issues (me) and getting fired from jobs (my sister). Try not to beat your self up so much, don’t stop beating your self up because I believe that builds character, but don’t stress everything. Hope this makes you feel a little better (:
Thank u me n my sister fight to like mostly fist fight one time she broke my skull with a home phoune and ii whipt her with a broomstick and we fought in a pool the water had blood in it my life is not a safe, like I smoke with a friend because I cant live with my family, I think to my self when I smoke I think it cant get much worse if my mom fines out I smoke, and I do drugs to I just say to my self before I go to bed every night tommorow will he beter and it turns out it it dosent, every night on a clear night were I can see the moon and a star twinkles in my eyes. I wish I. Had a new family that’s my wish every time a star twinkles in my eyes, when my mom dies who will I have,my sister hates my guts and she always will so I cant go to her Im just scard of what my fuchur is like
me and my siblings used to fist fight too, but that turned into going really long periods of not talking to each other. and if the past 7 years have taught me anything its that how ever you thought life would turn out after high school is probably going to be completely different that how you imagined it. 7 years ago i was a drummer in a local band. when they disbanded i still wanted to make music, so i taught myself guitar. and now im the lead singer and lead guitar player in a band that has my brother (the one i used to fight with) on bass guitar and my sister on drums!! if anyone would have told me in high school i would be singing, playing a guitar, have already released an EP (extended play) and finishing a full length album i would have laughed in there face and asked them if i could buy some of what ever it is they were smoking. so don’t really try to rush into it, you know? live while you can and fuck anyone who’s worrying about how you live