listening to the softess rain patter in winter

I am kind of enjoying a rare peaceful moment…the hour is almost midnight, I am in my bedroom and the window is cracked to let in the cold brittle air of this winters night in yet I hear only the softest of rain patter. It is calming, and the waft of water is cleansing as I breath it in.
Earlier today I was stressed with resume writing for a job I don’t even want to apply for. Then I found a different post and thought, yes, I could do this, and it was easier to write to the qualifications this posting wanted! Amazing the difference in ease versus struggle. I am exhausted from it all, but looking forward to tomorrow (wow, that hasn’t happened in a long while ) and getting it down how it needs to be!!

I also booked passage to visit my daughter in her city 😉 for Christmas. Not that I can afford it but I am going to do it! I am taking that “Leap of Faith” and the net will appear!!! Cuz she is my child and I still need to make sure she is okay in her city while I whither in this one, as long as I leave my isssues and crap here, it aught to be a good trip. I feel good about the decision to do something wonderful for me!!! This trip is the wonderful thing for me!!! Tomorrows resume session will be my leap of faith to finish it and submit it to the job posting because I can do that job. As long as I don’t keep taking things so serious I can get through this all. It will and is getting better… I have to have faith and keep leaping cuz that is what I do 🙂 Leaping in faith and rambling on to convince myself that this works!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!