I have literally lost everything – job, friends, house, boyfriend – and it’s all my fault. Living with my dad in the country now with no hope if getting a job. He has terminal cancer and I’m not even strong enough to help him. And I can’t feel anything at all. I can see no point in continuing living. I wish I could just dissolve into the air, but a bad death is coming for me soon, I just don’t know when.
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Your situation seems so difficult, but, please, never lose your hope. If you die ,nothing would change. Job will not be found, father will not feel happier and better. You have a chance to give happy moments, and it would be some kind of help. In my family were people who had cancer. Only hope and believing let them live longer and stay stronger.
If you broke up with your boyfriend, it means that he wasn’t a right person. True friends never leave, so maybe they weren’t real friends… Don’t give up. Try start living again.